I feel like shit now and I don't think I can sleep after talking to Hanafi. I shouldn't have made the promise that I can live up to my position, knowing very fking well I will be busy with my musical. Now I don't even know what is happening and I am not putting the effort in to find out. I feel like shit when all told me to quit the musical and I insisted in continuing. Not that I regretted my decision. But I have to make sacrifices.
Just so coincidental, today Larry asked me to join him over at his dance school to teach. Kaoz. It's like a dream come true lah. Fk. If you get what I mean.
It has been a bad week.
353am: Fk Fk Fk Fk.
I am not garnering sympathy votes.