I am supposed to be feeling sad.. .. you know what? I am feeing really lousy and awful and lousy and awful. Shucks, this is wrong wrong wrong. I am not supposed to even think about it. What the hell am I saying? I have no idea. Just let me talk la. When I mean it's over, I mean it is over over over. Not exams exams over but over over. What?! This is actually keeping me occupied which is a good thing. Oh my holy cow.. .. this is bad :(