I'm bringing sexyback!

Will you believe me if I say I will never miss a lesson from now on?

Very soon, I'll be paying a visit to the director.

Why the trouble, I visit him personally.

Why are you afraid that I will be lacking behind?
I'm not afraid.
Rather than this going on,
But as I say,
I'll have to wait for the reply.
I really hope to move out and away,
Somewhere near me.

This year is bad,
Cheated by company,
2 in fact.
Friends.
Family.
School.
Hate-list grwoing.

Another half month to 2006,
Please, I want to grow up.

I want to turn myself in to the police.

Betrayed the trust of my friends.
I'm tired of my life.
Not that it's bad,
But I'm bad.

I'm scared.

You still have the check to rub on,
And blame me on my passion.

People are saying things out of concern,
But I always interpret them differently.

What is happening?
Can someone tell me?

Will you be happier if I'm gone?
Then you wouldn't even have to bother about someone who will be late and missing school.

End my life here