I'm bringing sexyback!

SHIT. my freaking leg is swollen now. to have think i hit the bass drum so freaking hard just now. but er, it wasnt the injured foot =x

hai. dont know if i had regretted going for drums instead of recuperating at home. it wasnt so pain this morning. while jammi, i felt no pain. i was having fun you see. it was only the aftermath. no seats in the mrt. i nearly collasped. i should have taken the bus. now the entire left foot swelled like nobody's business. HATE MY LEGS!! THEY'RE ALWAYS GIVING ME PROBLEM!! DAMNIT!!

shit. it really hurts a lot =(

fine. now im in a very FOUL MOOD.

was it me, but i think i have work to do. ha ha. do i?

cherriann dearie. i dont think i can make it on wed. so sorry. got to go back to school for dance. is tues still on? i end lessons at 12pm. am i goin down to nyp or are you coming up to sp? ha ha. come up if you wanna meet jared (AND THAT GUY!!) but im not sure what time is his break. argh. freaking timetables that turn our lives upside down. ha ha. tell me bout it grins*

guys. are we still on for the dance performance this teacher's day? tell me bout it ya.

LOVE THIS DANCE NUMBER by jennifer lopez. ABSOLUTELY FAB :p

night night!!!

winces* OUCH!

LOVE, melis : )


I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

-never be afriad to LOVE or be LOVED again : ) -