I'm bringing sexyback!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
no surprise BUT i woke up late once again.
didnt intend to go to school because ... ya.
i still cant believe i actually told you everything.
now you call me a crybaby.
am i?
well, maybe.
but i really should thank you.
i suppose to be a chilli paddi to you.
my reputation is tarnished =x
did i just walk past your face?
ignoring your presence?
you have no idea how much it hurts when i told you that.
neither can you feel how badly my heart pierced when you said those things.
that particular group you chose to catogeorized me under.
it's was painful to have seen it in your sms,
but it would have hurt even more if you had slapped it right on my face.
i dont know how true is it.
and i dont really want to know.
is this cold war unbreakable?
maybe it wasnt obvious enough for you,
but i did give you chances.
did you suspect my love for you then?
go on.
i didnt blame you.
you have the right to do so.
the distance is growing with each passing day.
turn around,
cant you see me smiling at you, waving away.
move on.
dont turn twice.
i wouldnt want you to see me cry.
e people in the mrt, the cab driver, my friends, my teachers, the stall keeper and the passers-by. they all thought i look awful. distraught. moodless. SICKO. sorry if i didnt give up my seat for that small kid in the train. jie jie needs something to lie on. it may take a few days for the illnes to subsidise. i dont want IT to start again.
the daily rountine that i had adopted for the past few months will have to change if im dead serious about giving it up.
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happyI would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me bu
tGotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
i used to be stronger. much stronger than now.
LOVE, melis
didnt intend to go to school because ... ya.
i still cant believe i actually told you everything.
now you call me a crybaby.
am i?
well, maybe.
but i really should thank you.
i suppose to be a chilli paddi to you.
my reputation is tarnished =x
did i just walk past your face?
ignoring your presence?
you have no idea how much it hurts when i told you that.
neither can you feel how badly my heart pierced when you said those things.
that particular group you chose to catogeorized me under.
it's was painful to have seen it in your sms,
but it would have hurt even more if you had slapped it right on my face.
i dont know how true is it.
and i dont really want to know.
is this cold war unbreakable?
maybe it wasnt obvious enough for you,
but i did give you chances.
did you suspect my love for you then?
go on.
i didnt blame you.
you have the right to do so.
the distance is growing with each passing day.
turn around,
cant you see me smiling at you, waving away.
move on.
dont turn twice.
i wouldnt want you to see me cry.
e people in the mrt, the cab driver, my friends, my teachers, the stall keeper and the passers-by. they all thought i look awful. distraught. moodless. SICKO. sorry if i didnt give up my seat for that small kid in the train. jie jie needs something to lie on. it may take a few days for the illnes to subsidise. i dont want IT to start again.
the daily rountine that i had adopted for the past few months will have to change if im dead serious about giving it up.
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happyI would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me bu
tGotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
i used to be stronger. much stronger than now.
LOVE, melis
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