I'm bringing sexyback!
Monday, June 27, 2005
My hormones are bursting like no monkey's business, gushing out and totally driving me nuts!!
I'll like to express my deepest apologies to my babes -- Shaheeedah, Sandy baby and Lydia darl. So sorry about today. I was extremely, EXTREMELY i say, and unusually quiet today. I know what's wrong but I just don't feel like making a mountain out of a molehill. Shrugs*
My naviety is superbly high for a young adult like me. Always assuming that things will go on fine doesn't seem to help that, the fact I'm less defensive of myself and I just like to take things in stride, hoping it will be a beautiful day tomorrow. I do hope my theory is logical and sensible enough for you not to burst out laughing. Seriously. I just don't wish to blow things up. I love having fun with my friends -- it's, to me, one of the most beautiful moments in my life, and YES, it doesn't help if things start to fall apart. I can see a crack but can't you see I'm trying Ree-Wee hard to "super-glue" it up.
Maybe it's my PMS. Maybe it's my speculations. Maybe I'm just sensationalizing things. Maybe I'm just being made a fool or the other way round, made a fool out of myself.
Communicating more with Lydia sure improves my language! I'm applying the vocabulary she used on my blog. Educational I say.
But whatever, let's just pray tomorrow will be a fantabulous day again! And my hormones will just stop gushing out of the tap.... Maybe I should have just turn it off.
Regardless of my behaviour today, I still love you babes. In simple words, I wasn't myself.
FINALLY bought my MNG stuff today!! Meet up with my cousin and we spent hell load of a time in the store I say! Nevertheless, I'm still yearning for more!! If I can that's.
Studio Wu or LADC? Damn. Tell me about it people. LADC is sure getting so much better and while RYAN TAN is in Studio WU. What say you? I got to be under Ryan!! How cool can that get? But well, LADC is a lil' wee better. Shrugs* I've one week to decide.
Today's day out with my babes was superbly fun except that I was the spoiler and I didn't really catch most of their jokes. Frowns* But hope we can hit town soon! Ree-wee soon I say, if not projects will start flooding in. Double frowns*
YES! I wasn't late today. I'm so proud of myself. I'm really determined not to be later again for any minor or major appointments. I'm so "desperate" that I made a poster for myself and pinned it up on my table. It says, "Punctuality Is A Virtue. It's not good to let people wait for you. You must respect them : ) "
And I've decided on this new rule that I'm gonna adopt. Late for any appointment and I should fine myself 1buck. I have the perfect "piggy bank" to serve this purpose. YES, ultimately the "fined" money will still eventually end up in my pocket but it's just some kinda of gauge for myself. Cross my fingers*
Night people.
Love, melis
I'll like to express my deepest apologies to my babes -- Shaheeedah, Sandy baby and Lydia darl. So sorry about today. I was extremely, EXTREMELY i say, and unusually quiet today. I know what's wrong but I just don't feel like making a mountain out of a molehill. Shrugs*
My naviety is superbly high for a young adult like me. Always assuming that things will go on fine doesn't seem to help that, the fact I'm less defensive of myself and I just like to take things in stride, hoping it will be a beautiful day tomorrow. I do hope my theory is logical and sensible enough for you not to burst out laughing. Seriously. I just don't wish to blow things up. I love having fun with my friends -- it's, to me, one of the most beautiful moments in my life, and YES, it doesn't help if things start to fall apart. I can see a crack but can't you see I'm trying Ree-Wee hard to "super-glue" it up.
Maybe it's my PMS. Maybe it's my speculations. Maybe I'm just sensationalizing things. Maybe I'm just being made a fool or the other way round, made a fool out of myself.
Communicating more with Lydia sure improves my language! I'm applying the vocabulary she used on my blog. Educational I say.
But whatever, let's just pray tomorrow will be a fantabulous day again! And my hormones will just stop gushing out of the tap.... Maybe I should have just turn it off.
Regardless of my behaviour today, I still love you babes. In simple words, I wasn't myself.
FINALLY bought my MNG stuff today!! Meet up with my cousin and we spent hell load of a time in the store I say! Nevertheless, I'm still yearning for more!! If I can that's.
Studio Wu or LADC? Damn. Tell me about it people. LADC is sure getting so much better and while RYAN TAN is in Studio WU. What say you? I got to be under Ryan!! How cool can that get? But well, LADC is a lil' wee better. Shrugs* I've one week to decide.
Today's day out with my babes was superbly fun except that I was the spoiler and I didn't really catch most of their jokes. Frowns* But hope we can hit town soon! Ree-wee soon I say, if not projects will start flooding in. Double frowns*
YES! I wasn't late today. I'm so proud of myself. I'm really determined not to be later again for any minor or major appointments. I'm so "desperate" that I made a poster for myself and pinned it up on my table. It says, "Punctuality Is A Virtue. It's not good to let people wait for you. You must respect them : ) "
And I've decided on this new rule that I'm gonna adopt. Late for any appointment and I should fine myself 1buck. I have the perfect "piggy bank" to serve this purpose. YES, ultimately the "fined" money will still eventually end up in my pocket but it's just some kinda of gauge for myself. Cross my fingers*
Night people.
Love, melis
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