I'm bringing sexyback!

Maybe I choose not to loosen up and be a lil' bit more THICK-SKINNED. I finally understand how it's like to be "rolled" at and discriminated... no way, too serious. Maybe just purely my speculations, my FAULT.

Am I such a "pest"? I buzz around too much? tell me people TELL ME!!
Put your bloody feet into my shoes!!!
And dont bloody hate me coz you aint me, I'm telling U!

Pushed around.
And then placed in one corner.
The life of a helpless doll.
She's trying to speak,
Trying to breathe.
You turn to your doll,
And hug her once in a while,
That's when YOU NEED IT.
For the rest of the time,
she's there,
Smiling FAKE-ILY,
And cursing the hell out of you.
She wants so much to open that bloody small mouth of hers.
But doors of opportunities slammed at her.
Will you shun her?
Please say no.
Ignore my NAVIETY,
Because I thought human beings are the kindest soul.
But I beg to differ,
For this lost doll is screaming frantically,
And no sound came out.

My closests-can-be never, NEVER EVER I say, treat me like a doll. I'm myself, MELISSA LIM, when I'm with them. big cheers*

Maybe this is just the beginning and we're not used to the company but how come you hit it off straightaway with everyone but me? Frowns*

Speculations of a teenager.
Assumptions of a doll.
I do I say.
I treat you the way you treat me.
.... I dare not. Big frown*

I yearn for your knowledge,
And trust in me.
We have a long way to go,
And I want to be a doll no more.

Sighs*

YEPS! I'm not late for school today!! In fact, I reached the lab before the babes! Being early for stuff is so, er, COOL! Big grin*

Love, melis