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Sunday, June 12, 2005

bye guys.
im leaving this place.
so tired to remain here.
i need some understanding.
i dont need some stupid blog.
til now..
no, you dont see my point.
you never will.
you can never fit into my shoes.
too late to realise how apart we'd grown
how i wish i'd done a lil more
im out of time
i cant change my mind
and i wonder what im supposed to do
no.. i never will know
it wasnt meant to be
i wasnt mean to be
if my presence is the reason
the reason you'd been losing it
please tell me
i will do anything to leave
anything to leave this place
abandon all my feelings,
all connections in my world
they said i have to do it in the most selfish way
i just cant bring myself to do it
every choice that I had to make left you on your own
everything isnt right.
the thing that hurts bout love isnt that
but this.
many a times,
i pick up the phone,
but changed my mind bout it.
i open the window,
but close it.
this is enough.
i want to disappear,
from your sight.
you wouldnt see or hear from me anymore.
i will be away for a while.
for all,
im doing this favour.
i will wash my face with tears.
change my name, maybe.
go for a sex operation, maybe.
it's never easy to be someone else.
but im willingly to change,
do anything,
for your sun to rise from the west.
i will wait,
wait for your miracle to surface.
it will.
smilng and crying,
i will wish you happiness.
then i will turn away,
and hope you will forgive me.
im the cause of each and every untold story.
i really didnt want to.
really.
now my absence will be your anitdote.
hopefully.
im vanishing....

posted by mel  # 3:15 PM

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