I'm bringing sexyback!
Saturday, April 30, 2005
pray for me
melissa isnt melissa today. melissa is sad. but she doesnt know. maybe she isnt sad. maybe she is just trying to "attract attention" from buddha. so that he will notice that she is sad and bless her. melissa is trying to "act cute", i think. she's actually not too sad, but she just wants to think that she's sad, and make life difficult for herself. she's so UN-cool.im here to blog.i went to pray yesterday, which is friday. i carried so much hope in, but buddha took them away from me. he gave me a bad lot. he told me not to depend on him. he told me from now on, i'll have to depend on myself. i cant always go to him if i've a problem. i must face the music, myself. it's not that he doesnt want to help me but he just wants me to stand up for myself. thanks buddha for blessing me, for guiding me.i was sad coz i got a bad lot for TP, a good lot for SP. mum really hopes for me to go into TP. as long as they give me a chance.......................yea! today is performance day. got my costumes. they look awesome. cant wait. i hope melissa (my dance teacher) will be my god-mother. she treats me like her own. she's just so cool. i love her=)2D's bbq just now. went down late so no food for me. boo! so hungry now. cherri still looked as wonderful; wen still smacks my butt; jared still as "childish" =p; jt still as lame; kwek still as duck-looking=D; still e good old jolly lay; ashley still lookin good; xian still as "laughy"; yixian still as "cute"; qingliang still as "cool"; zhewei still as loh-so or should i say "caring"; kenneth still as retarded=p; only daryl changed....... one more strand of long, extended hair. ha ha. good old jolly bunch of human beings=Dboring. waiting is all i can do. when can i find the someone who is willing to tolerate my nonsense, walk with me, hold my hands, understand me............. ohmy. what am i talking=x suddenly i talked bout this crap. ha ha. told ya im not melissa=pTP ah tp, accept me la. dont be so selfish. the most i clean the toilets in your school for one......................day=p sweat.okay la. im signing off. still got tuition with yuling's sister tomorrow. hai. primary school's science syllabus nowdays is exactly the same as i'd touched on in bio. poor things. i think i need to revise my science stuff=x oh. did i mention yuling's sister is just so cute. gee. she's a sweet girl. good luck for her exams. hope that she improves, not deproves, under my tutelage. really got to get out of here.nightlove,melisi.love.people.who.love.themselves.who.in.turn.love.me
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