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Thursday, April 28, 2005

 

life's beautiful

im still figuring out how to "improve" my blog. watch this space=p
went down to sp n np today with my dearest min n sher. forget to bring wallet. great....just so great right. but anyway, lucky to see shuxian at tanah merah. hee! thanks. love ya, xian!! you saved my life man...okay, maybe not that serious. okay, now where were we...oh ya...went down to sp..damn. it's just this.......................................................humogous. gosh. but the people there are great. coz they accepted my appeal=)
to np. ohmy god. every time i stepped into this school... it just gives me the....yawns=x sweat. true enough, i felt so tired sleepy yawn-y, in all, five minutes after i'd placed my right foot right onto their territory. sweat=x anyway, they didnt accept my appeal. so much for makin me yawn=x thanks alot=s
hai. actually, i intended to have a one-to-one conversation with my mum to discuss bout "the worst scenario" if no polytechnic is goin to admit me. but it seems liked we're always, forever "stuck-in" this topic. no progression at all. she ahs 100% confidence that TP will love me. but i doubt so=( im still waiting......................
dont know what's in for me tomorrow. honestly, i really dont feel like goin to school. (im still decidin whether to feign my "illness" and continue to skip school tomorrow) somebody.....tell me!
sometimes, "dying" is such a "lucrative" way to end all your problems. so easy you know. i dont have to answer to my C.G. tutor tomorrow. dont have to hope that MCs will start fallin from heaven. dont have to worry if my appeal is granted. dont have to think so much. but oh no no no. im not choosin that. for i've so many things "left undone". but sometimes, i tend to "overthink".
i honestly dont know what's in for me tomorrow. fear. confusion. can you hear me speak? my mum wouldnt let me work. but i dont want to stay in JC. sometimes. melissa is just so.......... you fill in the blank.
let's say. i think im very useless. in many ways. what do you think? totally agree? uh-huh=x
erm...still thinking whether to go to school tomorrow. my brain is just so "heavy", so tired.
let's see. whether i wake up late again or i still go to school. im very very very sure now that the title for "bad student'05 of TPJC" belongs to nobody but me=D
okey dokey
night everybody
sleep tight
tomorrow 's a beautiful day=)
love all,melis

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